inside out
and off balance
left of where it feels right
filling up the days
with empty plates
and leaking eyes, closed tight

i'm fast awake
and falling
loneliness i've made in tow
I have to wash away
what I've made so dark blue and gray
don't know

all i want is anything
and time to get back on my feet
to put my past ahead of me
move on from what it used to mean

i saw those things
i knew once
pictures falling off the paint
sinking hard like stones
they're leaving frames as mindful bones,
remain

holding hands
that fall apart
letting love fall where it lands
hearing words you said
it feels like fate you spoke instead
can't stand

all i want is anything
and time to get back on my feet
to put my past ahead of me
move on from what it used to mean